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i cant even count how many times i have thought that same thing...if only i were smaller...

i hate being fat...i dont know how much more i can restrict though...

-ava

if you ever want to talk i am here!! i know how you feel sometimes life is so painful you have no idea what to do :( you will feel better much love :)

xoxo christina xoxo

Luckygurl08 - I tried to reply to your comment, but your diary was private, so I couldn't...

Luv me x x x

what happened?

I've had some pretty embarrasing things happen to me too!

thanx for my comment youve made me feel pretty so thanx

take care

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keep in touch

hi thanx for the comment back just fort id tell you that i am english and im 15 years old

Good luck with uni then

what are you going to study

comment back 

take care

skydiver xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hi thanx for the comment back just fort id tell you that i am english and im 15 years old

Good luck with uni then

what are you going to study

comment back 

take care

skydiver xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hi thanx for the comment back just fort id tell you that i am english and im 15 years old

Good luck with uni then

what are you going to study

comment back 

take care

skydiver xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Molson Poker=♥ [: You spread a deck of cards out on the table && each card stands for something. [8= something you've done that nobody else has at the table, 2= give 2 drinks, Queens=Ladies drink, etc. etc.] Everybody picks a card and just keeps going around and around until all the cards are gone :D
It's fun

[PerfectPaperXDoll]

Drinking games are soo much fun!
Molson poker is the best
<3

hugs to you darling.
xx

I didnt puke but I thought I was going to.. My mom works at my school so she came and got me..

Sorry but Umm I dont know how to make a rabbit climb a ladder.. Ive never had one..

Grey

[mycryingeyes]

    It sounds to me like you are suffering from the depression. Perhaps you should speak to your doctor about it. The meds really help. 

   Sorry about the F. 

   Wishing you the best,

        Jewel 

I hope things get better for you!!!  Love you ((not in a LOVElove way))

XOXOOXOXOOXO

~Laurie~

Why would you hate yourself?Then only 134,142,143,329,999,999,998 people will love you!

Oh,and don't end your own life...It's kinda hard...(trust me i've tried)

[Kirby]

Well...

• Study Hard
• Correct Any Bad Grades
• Ask Why You Got A F-Ing F
• Do Extra Credit

You know...I should follow my own advice...I think it's easier to give advice than it is to actually go through with it...WELL GOOD LUCK!BRING UP THAT GRADE MISSY!!!

This is for all the times you helped me!

  Try to explain to them why you did it,how you feel about your actions,and make sure it doesn't end with screaming!

  Sorry,but it was wrong to do that unless you are 18 or older!You shouldn't feel dirty or anything!You had a choice,and you chose responsibily

   Sorry abou tyour friend. We all make mistakes.  There are times when we cna't be the best friends possible...so many demands on our time.  I'm sorry about your sister. I pray that she recovers.

     Jewel

Thank you so much for your advice. I have never heard that before. I know that God makes things happen for a reason and even if things never get better I know that God loves me and no matter what he will always be there for me. I always enjoy your comments. Thank you for being a friend.

baby

Thank you for your comment. I appreciate you keeping him in your thoughts. I will keep everyone posted on what happens. As of today everything is still the same. He is still in a coma and is not responding.

baby

Awww...thank you for that lovely comment. Peanut allergys I'm guessing? Well that sucks. I'm allergic to BBQ sauce...yeah.

As for loosing my comment virginity, the memory will stay with my forever <3

I'm just gonna read some of your entrys then I'll comment back again in a mo :]

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Please don't hurt yourself. I know you can be happy again. Just look deep inside of yourself. I like to write down all of the things that I am happy for or even just greatful for. Then I write down all of the ppl who would be really hurt if I was gone or if they new that I had bad thoughts. This seems to help. I hope you get to feeling better soon. Just know that there are ppl who care about you and that love you. Even if you think they don't they do.

baby

Thanks for making me feel a little better. Well atleast my mom is coming over tonight to help me unpack everything. Maybe once I get it arranged I will feel better. Right now it is just so overwhelming.

bye,

baby

Thank you for the comment. I hope you are doing well.

baby

Ah, don't worry. You can't be as fat and as greedy as me, I assure you. I eat truck-loads of crap, and I hate photos. I can't dance either, but I love to act. When I'm an adult I want to work in a publishing office of a newspaper, and write my own column. I am also intending to get published book-wise, but that's just a dream.

In answer to your question, I like loads of different bands, too many to name, but a couple are Kula:Shaker, Sisters of Mercy, Panic at the Disco, Oasis, The Rasmus etc.

I don't think you are a pathetic whimp. It sounds to me like you need a true friend that will just listen to you and let it all out. Maybe if you are into going to church or something you can talk to your pastor. They will always listen. Heck even if you don't go to church you can still find a pastor that will listen to you. And it's free and they won't tell you any of there problems. They will just listen. If you want advice they will give it to you. I think your friends are concerned about your weight, and your mom too. I really think that you are trying to have some type of control and that is why you are dieting and not eating properly. I hope that one day you can feel good about yourself. You sound like a beautiful person you just need to let go and have fun!

baby

I don't want to worry you more than you are already but i think  your are pregant cuz one of friends is pregant and she has big time morning sickness. Why won't u get tested to make sure you are/aren't pregant?

      P.S

Can you e-mail me so i can know what is happening with you if you don't mind.                                                                

                                                     Love, broken_heart

I would say that within a week after you should have gotten your period I would take a test. The other thing if your not pregnant, it could be your eating habits or stress. If you do not eat or don't eat properly then you could miss several periods and if you stress about a lot then you could be late or miss a period. I would take a test and see. It won't hurt. You can buy them at any drug store or super store like wal-mart. Good luck.

bye,

baby

well if my mom finds out i will be in so much trouble!!!!!!!! i will never spek the next day 2 me ur parents seem nice for right noe plz right bak really wanna noe wat happends 2 u !!!! thx

[MrzLoka]

Aww! Poor thing!

I hope things get better

Honestly I think your friends are just jelous of you. If you honestly never did anything with any one of those guys then don't worry about what anyone else says. As long as you know the truth. If they were truly your friend they would never call you such an ugly name or assume that you did more then what you say you did. Which is nothing from what your saying. Sounds to me that you and your guy friends are just comfortable around each other and there is nothing wrong with that. I hope that the rumors stop because I know it can be tough when ppl are saying mean things about you. I used to get called a slut at school and I was still a virgin!!!! I just didn't let it get to me. My guy friends used to say it was b/c I was more developed than the other girls and they were jelous of me getting all of the attention. Now I am 24 years old and I don't even see the ppl I went to school with anymore. And even if I did see them they probably would not think that I was a slut anymore. Because they are older and know that they were wrong for what they said. Anyway, good luck with everything.

bye,

baby

im glad YOUR bday was fun.....my 15th this past year was filled w/fights, forgetfulness, and no cake, presents or singing...get better!!!

~gothic pixie~

happy late b-day! I wish I was 17 again. Enjoy it. Trust me on this.

bye,

baby

you dont sound like u enjoyed yourself. lol...

hope u get well soon and Happy Birthday!

I know it is hard to believe that someone so great is out there and the world is so horrible like it is. But God allows us to make mistakes and take risks in life. I don't want to preach to you, so I won't go on. But I hope that you find happiness in life. Hopefully you will get your faith back. Thanks for commenting.

bye,

baby

thank you for your comment, =0)

ttys

ROSE.

Maybe he is thinking you are too good to be true because you trust him without question. Or maybe something is really up. I mean you know him, but that is what I get out of it.

But I just wanted to say thanks for leaving me a comment, I actually didn't think anyone would leave a comment so you made my day!!! THANKS AGAIN!! I hope you figure everything out with him!

hi, thanx for ur comment and ur words

i know u r right about everything u said, but it realy hurts when u trust someone and they just break it, i was hurt aot in my life and im tierd of it.

take care